finally going out to Seattle :) staying with my best friend, going to Sasquatch Music Festival with some of my other best friends, and THEN staying with my friend Joey who was my roommate this year. CANT WAIT. SO EXCITED.
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Well I would really like to know who asked this, because whoever did must be curious about the answer.
Alex, the one this message has to be referring to is an amazing girl, she’s beautiful and funny, sweet and loving, and for these reasons among others I fell in love with her. I met her the very first weekend of being at school and she turned out to be the person that truly defined my freshman year of college. It took us most of first semester to realize we wanted to be together, but we ended up dating and we weren’t only in a relationship but we were best friends. She was my best friend.
Things fell apart and second semester was mostly defined by her dictating my happiness. When she gave me attention and acted like she needed me, I was happy, but the rest of the time I wasn’t, and it didn’t help that I was also struggling with my depression again (which I’ve since got under control). She didn’t treat me too well, but because of how much I loved and cared about her I was always running right back to her whenever she wanted.
Things changed again, and she started treating me as only a friend, but still my feelings were different. I thought it could still be more, but I realized that wasn’t true. So then I tried to drill it into my head that we were only friends and I thought it was starting to work. But then randomly before we left for summer, she pulled away and we were so distant.
And now as I answer this, Alex and I have become strangers, back to the same way we started off as.
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